My Regret and My Shame

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This post centers on the following theme:

Never put off for tomorrow what you can do today.

Unfortunately, I did just that.

Cathy, seated in white jacket next to standing woman in red jacket
Cathy, seated in light colored jacket next to standing woman in red jacket, one of her daughters. My sister is to Cathy’s right. My sister’s entire family is pictured, minus one daughter-in-law, and a few grandkids who were born since this photo was taken.

My sister met her biological mother several years ago. Ever since that time I’ve dreamed of flying to Manitoba, Canada – where her mother lives – with my sister to meet Cathy. That didn’t transpire but in the alternative I planned on sending Cathy a letter to thank her for the unselfish and generous act of placing my sister up for adoption when she found herself pregnant as a high school teenager.

Had she not placed my sister up for adoption way back in 1952, I wouldn’t have the wonderful, giving, fabulous, sister I have today. I wanted to thank Cathy for giving me the best sister a person could ever have.

Guess what, folks? I can’t do that now because Cathy died of a massive stroke this past Mother’s Day. Oddly enough, for the past three weeks I’ve said to myself more than a half dozen times, “I’ve really got to ask Mary for Cathy’s address so I can mail her that letter.”

I guess my intuition is stronger and more reliable than my constitution. I guess I thought I’d have plenty of time to gift Cathy with that letter. How moronic is that, folks? The next minute isn’t guaranteed so why would I think a woman in her 70s would be sitting around just awaiting for the time when I would finally get off my ass and make good on my plans?

Do me a favor, all of you who are reading this post:

do what you intend to do as soon as possible.

I don’t know what that intention may involve. Reconciliation with someone? Complimenting someone who could really benefit from your kind words? Asking forgiveness of someone for prior acts of which you’re ashamed?

Regardless of what that intention looks like, please put it into effect today, not tomorrow.

Tomorrow may never come.

And then where will you be?

6 thoughts on “My Regret and My Shame

    MCI Alice said:
    May 14, 2016 at 6:20 am

    This advice is true about so many decisions and choices, but easier to recognize in retrospect as I unfortunately have come to know….


      boomer98053 responded:
      May 14, 2016 at 8:19 am

      Yes, hindsight is a luxury that none of us have.


    Theresa Hupp said:
    May 13, 2016 at 2:31 pm

    Excellent advice.


      boomer98053 responded:
      May 13, 2016 at 2:50 pm

      Too late for me but not for those who read it. Thank you for your comment, Theresa. Have a great weekend.

      Liked by 1 person

    Jill Weatherholt said:
    May 12, 2016 at 4:57 pm

    All we have is today…there’s no guaranty of a tomorrow. My thoughts and prayers go out to you and Cathy’s family.


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